Interests:Hip Hop. Clothes. Hip Hop. Work. Hip Hop. Music. Hip Hop. Shoes. Hip Hop. Sidekick. Hip Hop. Celly. Hip Hop. I Hip Hop. Travelin'. Hip Hop. Mixtapes. Hip Hop. D Block Lover especially Styles P the Ghost. Hip Hop. Papoose fan. Hip Hop. 80's/90's Hip Hop. ... HIP HOP. Expertise:Certified Stick Up Chick. 5 Fingerz/Sticky Fingerzz. Shopping Expert. [I'll show you how to lose 500.00 in 1 hour at the mall. HA HA HA] *My god son who's another love of my life* "I call him SON cause he shines like ONE" Occupation:Other Industry:Government
So the other weekend didn't go right really. Hahaha. Sin couldn't make it out here due to some problems. I still went to Sam Ash . It was aiight. I just think they weren't to fair about some things but I won' t even get into it. We went out to Pearl Lounge on Friday night and then the Reggae Spot on Saturday night. Blah. So Old. New story!
Sin made it out Thursday. I had to take the whole day off to pick him up from the airport. We kicked it ...whatever whatever then I brought him home. My mother loves him..my father is cool with him. He's been staying with us. Blah blah. We went out Friday night and Saturday night. Priceless.........lol. Friday night some bitch pushed me and I got really pissed off plus the alcohol was in the system too so you know I was ready to do some damage QUICK. Sin pulled me closer to him while on the dance floor to stop me from doing shit. Hahaha. I was ready to take the Corona bottle and hit the bitch in the head with it. Fuckin whore. I ran into Stress again. We polly'd or whatever. It was cool.
Saturday. Crys. Nicole. My cousin Sarah. Sin & I went out to Velocity Lounge. The hater-cide began right as soon as we got to the entrance. The line was crazy....wrapped around the building and all. We got VIP of course. They all started hating cause we jumped the whole line! So anyways. Blah blah. We all got bent up! Had so much fun with my chicks and my man. Afterwards we tried to get some food but...everywhere was packed. Ended up at Wawa's. HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA. Shit was crazy. Came in about 4 a.m. and went to SLEEP!
Oh yeah. So Saturday afternoon. Sin, my parents, and I went to the Guitar Center to find an audio burner. The sales associate was a little star struck and couldn't speak. Hahahaha. It was madd funny. Dudes name is DJ THROWDOWN. I don't even remember his real name. LOL. He was on the radio the other week with Stress and Lonnie B for 12 o'clock throw back. Doin some scratches and all. Blah blah. Small ass world. Sin's hanging out with him right now. He called me up about an hour ago and told me that Throwback told him that Stress was biggin me up tellin him that I was good peoples and all......ju know ju know.
Damn. I'm tired. I need to go to bed. Got class tommorrow.
MY boyfriend Method Man will be performing at some spot I forgot in Charlottesville on October 30th. I've gotta go. I already told Sin about it and he said that he'd go with me. He'll be here by then anyways. I gotta see my boyfriend. Omg i'd fuckin pass out I think......lol
Stress ...our radio show dj invited me to his birthday party at Pearl Lounge on Friday. Sin said he just wanted to chill. I wanted to do the same......but since he invited me I thought about sliding through atleast to wish him a happy birthday and all of that good stuff. Plus he gotta tell me some funny ass story about Amanda the Diva. He said he completely mad a fool out of his self when he first met her. I gotta get the whole scoop when I see him.
Saturday...they got this beat battle shit at Sam Ash. Sin and I decided to hit that up too to see what's really good there. Do a little networking I guess and then that night we're gonna hit Velocity Lounge up with Crys.
Sunday...I guess we'll end up just lounging around and shit. He'll be leaving on Monday early afternoon. =( I won't be seeing him after that til the end of October when he should be coming out here to live permenantly.
His whole purpose in coming out here this weekend is to get the apartment crap straight.
Today. After arguing damn near all morning from 2 a.m. til 11 a.m. with my dude, I went to see my ex boyfriend in jail. I thought I wasn't gonna make it there on time but I did. I was happy. I think after so long....today was the day I actually put all my thoughts out that was bottled in to him since we've parted ways in May 2003. He ended up coming out last...cause they forgot about him for some odd reason. I didn't care. I actually was happy to see him sitting there on the otherside of the glass and speaking to me. For that whole hour, I felt that feeling that I felt between 01-03 again and it felt madd good. He's lost alot of weight and got bigger muscles. I can't front.......he was looking good. Hahahaha. What I have been through with him i've now looked past. He still says he sees that innocent girl inside of me that he first met. We talked about that tatoo he had of my name and a babu bear on his back shoulder. He showed it to me....it's kinda faded but its still there. He never got it tatted over. He told me to stay strong through whatever that i'm going through and that god knows that i'm a good person. Everyday ..he says...he has to deal with what he's done to me for those 2 yrs we were together and no matter what....there's no female ever can equal me. He's like, "Your suppose to be my wife right now. I was suppose to put that ring on your finger.................only if i've done everything right like I was suppose to. I've vowed to myself already never to get back with him and I still haven't gone against my word. I'm glad we can be on these terms rather than lose everything and have nothing but memories to reminisce upon. He said that he's glad also that we can kick it like this now and that when he gets out he wants to kick it on friend terms of course which is cool. He also asked me to write him every now and then too when I have time. I'm glad I can find some sort of closure......
He has a new girlfriend and all that. I told him that I was dealing with someone myself as well. I was laughin' cause he got written up for talking to some of the females in some program he has to do to reduce his time up there. He showed me the paper. Hahaha. Crazy ass.
No matter what .........I still love Cee and dealing with him has mad such a big impact on my life negativily and positively.
P.S. He dedicated this song to me ...hehe. Always reminds me of him when I hear this song.
I was so behind im my Intro to Business class. Hahaha. Just behind on homework though. I didn't buy the book til today. I had to ask my moms to get it for me cause i'm broke as hell!! Accounting is going alot better for me since I got this other teacher that I should've taken the very first time I took this class! I understand it alot better. I'm happy cause this semester's pretty good.
Work is pretty much cool too. Just found out who the snitches upstairs are but they still don't bother me like that.
This weekend. I probably end up doing nada.
Sin booked his ticket today so he'll be out here very soon. I can't even wait. I think this is what we need at this point cause we've been arguing like usual but today's arguement was at the extreme. I know that we love each other but sometimes we let our trust issues get in the way of things. One minute he's arguing with me about it and the next minute i'm arguing with him but at the end we end up making up and looking past it. I just can't wait til all this crazy shit gets out of the way and the arguements really become minor and lessssss..like once every ....month. HAHAHAHA.
My ex called today from jail. He's locked up once again. He's seeing some chick now that goes to Howard University. Haha...She got a band scholarship to go there. I'm happy for him to be honest with you. I'm glad we both can move on and keep the past in the past. It's been about 4 yrs now. I've found someone new that I love and he has too. Sin said its cool for me to check him and shit cause he knows what happened between us. I've made it clear that I don't want nothing from him and I really mean it.
A Tribe Called Quest will be at Love next weekend and I really wanted to go but since i'm still trying to get my finances straight. I have to miss out this dope show.
I got another week or so til Sin comes through to visit for the weekend. =) I'm sooo happy cause I haven't seen him since the 2nd week of last month. We're officially together........and I don't know the exact date. LMFAO. It just happened. He'll be back next month in time for my birthday...hopefully. I just can't wait to see him!!! HAHAHA..he said he has something to give me..I'm so anxious. I have no idea what we'll end up doing.
It's wack cause i'm still tryin to get caught up with bills. I'll be straight by mid October.
